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LiesDo you even know me?
You say you came to see me
You just came to use me
All you do is hurt me

AlreadyAlready stressed
What's the point in getting rest?
I already hate my life
I can no longer take the right,
In being myself

It's already too hard,
To see past myself,
To know, that life itself,
Vanished, before my eyes

Look at me
I'm not where I'm suppose to be
I'm already in a mess
Hurry up and let go
Because you already know
I'm never going to be happy

When I was your angelYou made me feel like the world was mine

I could do no wrong

There was nothing bad in the world

I was an angel

In a world of saints

I didn't see

When it was time to grow up

That I wasn't who I thought I was

Who you made me believe I was

I don't know who I am

You told me I was your angel

But now everything is my fault

Before when I cried

You were there

Arms open

Now I cry

It's a sign of weakness

I need to grow up

Grown-ups don't cry

My face hidden under a pillow

Do you mean to make me feel this way?

Happy one minute

Crying in regret the next

I want to go back to that time

When I was your angel

The PersonNo matter what you will hate someone
At some point in your life
Maybe you know why
Maybe not
But the point is you can't stand them
They physically disgust you
I hate someone like that
Mom told me to be nice
The way you want to be treated
I try to be nice to her
But she's so pathetic
Worthless
Rather stupid
No common sense
I don't know why hate her
But every time I see her
I feel disgust
Oh how I loathe
To look into that mirror

I just wantI just want to make you happy and to make you smile

And wake up next to you and just kiss awhile.

I just want to to make you laugh until you snort

And steal all your pillows and make us a little fort.

I just want to take your picture and make you feel pretty

And take you on a carriage ride around the city

I just want to lay with you waiting for our favorite show to begin

And run my nails across your skin

I just want to hear a song on the radio that we calm as ours

And kiss you under the brightest stars

I want to be there for you if you need to cry

And give to you my love that cannot be untied.

I just want you! all of you the good

WeakHold it together
What's the point?

Why keep trying
When they all just want to bring me down

All they seem to want
Is to see me in pain

I tell myself I'm strong

Hide within a shell, let only one in

One I can always trust

But the others
They can never know the real me

They'd just take advantage of me

Hurt me more

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Please

Just make this pain stop

I've tried

I can't make myself end it

I'm just too weak

Weak

A word I hate so much

Something I hate to be

But this pain...

This pain has shown me
That I am
Truly
Weak

Do You Remember?I burst into laughter,
You're begging me to let you go,
Do you really think this is a joke?
Now is time for you to bow.

Do you remember when you used to call me "freak"?
What made you believe that I'm so weak?
There's nothing bad in being different,
Now, I hope you know how pleased you should be,
To know the real me,
A mad psycho, that's what I am,
And with a bloody murder, that's how I'll end this game.

Do you remember how you used to break me down?
Everyday bit by bit, why you wanted to destroy my soul?
But I didn't let you see my tears,
I turned my back, pretending is not real,
I couldn't let you know my fears.

Now, I hope

One DayOne day,
I'm gonna be,
A big success.

Right now,
Right here,
This is my test.

Struggle through.
Make your way.
Maybe today just isn't your day.

You have the
Talent
You have the
Will.

One day
One day
You will be happy..
You will.

GoodbyeSometimes I feel empty inside
Sometimes it get too hard to hide
Some days I die inside my heart
Some days I can't stop falling apart

I know that someday I will disappear
It might be tomorrow or sometime next year
I know that the scars are sometimes hard to see
But that's because most of them are deep inside of me

Every day I put on a smile and ignore the feeling to cry
It's just so much harder to tell the truth than it is to lie
Some people don't believe me when I tell them how I feel
As if I would lie that my pain and suicide wishes were real

Sometimes my tears slip free from my eyes
But people usually still believe in my lies

That BoyThere's that boy...
The one you makes you blush,
And catches your eye,
As he walks down the hall.

There's that boy...
The one you dream of,
Every single night,
As you drift off to sleep.

There's that boy...
The one you want,
Right by your side,
Every single time.

There's that boy...
With the big, gentle eyes,
And a smile that kills,
You can't help but fall.

There's that boy...
With his romantic tactics,
Ans swooning ways,
Any girl would love him.

There's that boy...
He broke your heart,
But you still love him,
With all of the shattered pieces.

I Feel Alone, I Feel It HurtI feel alone,
I feel it hurt,
My mind is blurred,
My body is burst.

We can't see things,
We can't erase,
It won't leave,
So do make haste.

My hands you take,
My heart you stole,
The things we know,
Are left untold.

It's what we are,
It's what we'll be,
If they don't understand,
Then they will see.

It only throbs,
It only gets worse,
I feel alone,
I feel it hurt.

One TearThe worst feeling of all

AloneLate At Night

My heart sinks into my stomach

I don't know why I feel this way

To wish desperately

That I was never born

I feel sad and sometimes feel like crying

I don't know why

It can't be my past

I had a great childhood

Many smiles and laughter

Even nowadays I still smile

As well as laugh

Yet I don't talk

You know you've hit rock bottom

When your dad tells you

You need a social life

Why can't I just be alone?

That's where I'm the happiest

I don't have to compare myself to anybody

Don't have to put myself out there

I can just be me

With all the overwhelming thoughts in my head

I'm still me

I like being alone

Is that

Proper PainYou shine so much brighter than blades,
And you sting infinitely worse;
My darling little curse,
Leading the tiny red parades.

You overpowered my thoughts,
And hurt me even more;
My pain I can't abhor,
My favourite of sorts.

You're so much softer than the songs,
Yet you help me far less;
Because you simply depress,
That which life prolongs.

I used to love you more than anything,
But now I can see you clearly;
How you deceived me, convinced me nearly,
That your hate is my everything.

PainTo some, pain is nothing more than a hindrance,

Something that makes their lives uncomfortable.

To others it is something they try to avoid at all costs.

But to me, it is something different.

Pain reminds me that I'm still here, and I'm still feeling.

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Sorry

by ~Unworthy-Angel, Jan 27, 2012, 7:55:15 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I'm sorry I say the wrong things

I'm sorry I'm not clear

I'm sorry I don't think logically

I'm sorry I don't know the right answers

I'm sorry I lie sometimes because it's easier

I'm sorry I never speak up

I'm sorry I don't have my life planned out

I'm sorry I escape to my room

I'm sorry for all the times I've said "I don't know"

I'm sorry I get confused

I'm sorry I make a big deal out of nothing

I'm sorry I spend my time on my computer and not socializing

I'm sorry that I'm not perfect

So now that I've said I'm sorry for everything

Do I have a clean slate?

Because never again will I apologize for being me